No Regrets

I told someone yesterday I liked him.

He was someone I really liked since a year ago and it didn't go well.

I need to be able to control my emotions better.

Running felt freeing, yet infantile.

Need time to heal and lick the wounds.

You're really cute, intelligent, and sweet.

It was nice knowing you.

Good luck to your bright future, I mean it.

Omelet du fromage

I made the perfect cheese omelette today.

Very thin layer of egg, almost crepe like and a heaping pile of cheese.

It was scrumptious.

Hey

So do I! Just make the first move damnit.

Roommates

You know those times that the people you most get along with really get under your skin and give you hives. Its not the fact that you stop liking them as a person its just the repetitive things they do that you obviously have no control over that gets you.

I've been living with two wonderful people now and they've been my really good friends since last year. We rented an apartment together and they just never clean and are almost always disrespectful in common areas. They always leave their junk everywhere and more than 4 times I've had to do their dishes because its starting to pile up. Or when it isn't my turn to throw the trash, I have to because its going to start to smell. I'm not annoyed at them as a person but their habitual actions that clearly don't mesh with me. I don't see myself as a clean freak, but little common sense things like if RAID has been sprayed on the floor and you ask someone to do it you expect them to do it right away. These spots I obviously stepped on later because they haven't done it yet. Or little things like putting away dishes after they're done drying is never done.

I'm bitching, because instead of taking it out on them I realize that I have to change myself to coordinate with them. But at what point do they realize they have to change too?

I love the rain and lightning with thunder.

They be shakin the apartment with such force and magnitude.

Marc

Dear Marc,

Marc I fucking love you...

I just want you to know that I bought one of your watches at Nordstrom's today and you've made me the happiest man alive.

Sincerely,

John

Butterflies

I told you you had a nice jawline...But I think I made it sound like jealousy like "You have a nice jawline". What I meant to say was "You have a nice jawline". It was a failed compliment. What I wanted to imply was that the deep recesses of your cheeks are adorable, you have nice eyes, and that basically your whole face is perfect.